“Hold on”
I said
Focusing.
“Stay still”.
I had my younger brother
Tied up against a makeshift target
Made from
Stolen plywood
And 2x4’s.
And leftover paint
Appropriated from somewhere...
I smoked way too much pot then
To remember where
I found the red paint.
I threw the first knife.
“JESUS!”
My brother yelled.
“You just missed me!”
“That’s what we want! There’s at least an inch there!”
I retorted.
“Stop being such a pussy!”
I threw the next knife
And the next.
“Thwip! Thwip!”
I somehow missed him.
When it was 4:30
We would stop practicing
And go inside
To watch Godzilla movies
Or film noir
On WABC-TV
Channel 7
Out of New York.
It wasn’t until
The next spring
That I really got him.
With a baseball bat.
It wasn’t planned.
It was done without thinking.
I had him standing
Behind me
Playing catcher
While I hit outfield shots
Up the hill of our backyard.
I caught him
On the backswing
Right to the forehead
And the blood
Immediately
Began
To flow...
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