Bob
Bob was a fat fucker.
He had a coupla faded jailhouse tattoos.
One over each nipple.
One said “Sweet” and the other “Sour”.
Classy guy, Bob was.
He had a few more on his arms.
“Bob” and one that used to be a cross
But the top point of the cross was faded out
So it looked like a child’s drawing of a limp dick.
I told him that and he got pissed at me.
I always made fun of Bob to his face.
He would get all mad
But he was pathetic and didn’t do anything.
His friend Billy gave him the homemade tattoos
When they were fourteen
Using a needle, India Ink and a shakey hand.
Me and another guy worked for Bob
Painting and skamming.
We needed the money
But Bob would also get us high.
The tradeoff was that I would have to bang Speedballs
Into the hanging flab of flesh on Bob’s forearms.
He was such a pussy.
I remember being crammed into this tiny bathroom
Of someone’s house that we were painting.
Bob alone could hardly fit in there.
I had a hard time manouvering and my arm hit the wall
As I drove the needle in
Completely missing
Blood spurting everywhere.
It was exhausting.
Bob was a pig.
Sharing a needle with him was out of the question
And there would be days
Where I would just go home
And get high on my roof.
Bob was missing some teeth
And the rest were yellowed and rotting
From chain smoking Benson and Hedges Golds.
He had a bad heart but he liked his dope.
He always had something...
PCP, pot, dust, meth, coke, heroin, downs and ups.
He grew up with the Beatniks
With pills and the Golden Oldies on the radio.
My nickname for him was “Mr. Sometimes”.
He wasn’t always there.
I’d ask him a question two or three times
Before he’d hear it.
Or he would just sit there for a couple of minutes spacing out.
We would be talking to him
Or laughing at him, making fun of him
Until sometimes we actually kicked him in his ankles to bring him back.
“You fuckers” he would say.
Sometimes he would just drift off mid sentence.
I don’t know how he got us jobs
But he was loyal to Billy first.
They had been friends since childhood
Growing up in the same neighborhood.
Billy was an alcoholic who would show up to work occassionally
But their blood was thick.
We never made fun of Billy.
Billy was just a sad case
But Bob would curse him out when he didn’t show up.
Often I’d see Billy in the streets
Totally shitfaced
Playing the buddy routine
Asking for money
Barely able to speak or stand.
Bob was a fat lazy slob
Who wouldn’t even wipe his own ass.
He sat in front of an off color tv
In his dingey basement apartment
Rolling joints
Or boogers around on his fingertips.
He would fall asleep right in front of people
Amongst the filth and debris.
He had been divorced for some years.
At the time I knew him
He was fucking this humongous white trash slut with bleached hair.
A real hog.
They would scream insults at each other often.
She kept working on me if I was around.
I stayed away as far as possible.
I’m sure Bob’s dead by now
And Billy
And the white trash slut.
I remember the tattoo
On Bob’s upper right arm.
It was written legibly.
“Born To Lose”.
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